Wow! Someone just complimented my blog :)

Today has been really good over all.
Aside from the nice compliment, I have made some great contacts and hopefully have found a great company to work with in my fetish goals. :)

There really is absolutely no reason why I should not be a HUGE success in my life.
I've lived in the poor class that struggles and in constant misery and despair...I've visited the middle class who are doing just above average and are happy there....But I KNOW I am smart enough, creative enough, driven enough...to live amongst the well off but I will be lucky enough to have had worked HARD to get there and will enjoy it, appreciate it, and deserve every thing I get. :)

As bad as it sounds, until I was in mid 30's my only goal was to be dead by the age of 35.
Needless to say I was a bit screwed up. But when I reached that mark, and believe me it was not for lack of real attempts...I was still alive. something kinda like that portrait of Jesus standing looking up to the sky and the clouds are parted with blinding rays of sun beaming through...something similar happened to me. It's like I was given a huge gift for managing to get to this fork and having fought so hard to get there. I was given...Me.
All of the sudden I felt things I had never ever felt before in my life.
These feelings included self worth, self acceptance, compassion, will to live and a SUPER high desire to be GREAT from that point on.
And while my growth has been very slow, I have gained a HUGE amount of footage and make breakthroughs that have left those who knew me before speechless in awe.
And I have promised myself to be true to myself and to do whatever it takes to prove primarily to myself, that there is nothing that I can not do if I put my mind to it.
The story of "Homeless to Harvard" was such an inspiration to me. I plan on making just as much of an impact and sharing my story with others who maybe can be inspired by it.

Thank you nakedlunchagain for the dose of confidence!

Hugs to all and remember play safe and play longer!
Miss Char

Super novel techie gift for the holidays

A truly novel gift for the techie in your life this holiday season.

I make these beautiful wind chimes out of the insides of old computer hard drives.

They are awesome sounding and as they age and weather the sounds change ever so slightly but never stop sounding very beautiful and relaxing. The ironic part of this is the fact that hard drives are and always have been an item that causes stress to us techies, and so rather than fill up our landfills with the hundreds that I've saved..I decided to make something of sheer beauty and soothing relaxing sounding.

I never make 2 alike so if you order one you can have the satisfaction of knowing it will be a one of a kind, hand crafted, Eco friendly piece all of your own.

For more info on ordering, please send an email to char@ecoprogressivenuts.com

Thanks

Bucket List of a Sensual Domme Goddess

Everyone has a bucket list right? A list of things they want to accomplish before the clock runs out?
Well I want to share mine to both get feedback and maybe find key players in some of the things listed.

So if you have any comments, suggestions, input of any kind feel free to to speak up. However if your input is just flamatory, do not expect recognition.. to the trash you go. Although constructive criticism is embraced and welcome.

• To be a HUGE success in any one or many of my biggest dreams of entrepreneurial business ideas.

With this goal I will not only be proving to myself but proving to a large amount of disbelievers that no matter where you are, where you come from, how much or how little you have, whether or not you have a strong book education, or how many people are trying to prevent you from doing ANYTHING in the world you want to, that you can in fact achieve great things for yourself if you just put your mind to it, have no limits in how hard you will work towards it and NEVER give up. Keep your eyes open for my success story on the Oprah show. I WILL be there someday.

• My autobiography

Everyone who hears the history of my life insists that I need to write a book. I agree. However that book will need an equally "Dramatic" happy ending as it has the first half of "dramatic" sorrow. So that remains on the back burner and as I accomplish the other entries I will build that ending. Ideally if you are a over 6 ft, over 35 yrs of age male with a strong female side, down to earth, love strong woman, and have aspirations in life...you could very well help me with my happy ending.

• To make a historically recognized difference in the future of human sexuality

I remember back when I was the prude from hell. What a F^&** up mental prison that was. But thankfully through the pressure of my sexual peek, the discovery of female ejaculation, a break up with someone I cherished more than life and the loss of my first real accomplished job, I was not only able to make through an otherwise destined demise, I rose above, found what I'd been seeking so desperately through drugs, men, children (8), and lots of other destructive habits and came to a wonderful place of self acceptance, teach ability , openness, self exploration and the teaching and helping others to explore as well and about how much happiness can be gained from achieving a state of "sexually centered-ness". But my goal is to make landmark history in changing the way the world See's their sexual self. :) I feel if there was more being done to help young women to grow up with a true sense of healthy self...the difference it would make in this world would be immense. Men will follow suit, they are easy. :) I am currently working in this arena in the form providing sensual (not heavy S&M) Pro Domme services such as sissification/training, cross dressing, light bondage, fetish play, role play, fantasy. I love helping people through their sexual hang ups, I feel bad for those who will simply refuse to break free from the bondage of religious and social pressure.

• To create and open a unique therapeutic water spa

My vision is one that combines the awesome features of "Splash spa" (now closed down but was in the west LA area) and the very beautiful "Puddingstone resort spas" like "by the hour, themed based" jacuzzi room rentals and the inclusion of some bed and breakfast, party and other features. Ideally it will include a water park as well for everyone to enjoy. I believe water is the single most effective and healthy form of relaxation. But I am bias. ;)

And I am sure there are more and I will update as I go. I look forward to your input, help, and all around feed back.

Till next...thanks for reading and have a kinky day.