Wow! Someone just complimented my blog :)

Today has been really good over all.
Aside from the nice compliment, I have made some great contacts and hopefully have found a great company to work with in my fetish goals. :)

There really is absolutely no reason why I should not be a HUGE success in my life.
I've lived in the poor class that struggles and in constant misery and despair...I've visited the middle class who are doing just above average and are happy there....But I KNOW I am smart enough, creative enough, driven enough...to live amongst the well off but I will be lucky enough to have had worked HARD to get there and will enjoy it, appreciate it, and deserve every thing I get. :)

As bad as it sounds, until I was in mid 30's my only goal was to be dead by the age of 35.
Needless to say I was a bit screwed up. But when I reached that mark, and believe me it was not for lack of real attempts...I was still alive. something kinda like that portrait of Jesus standing looking up to the sky and the clouds are parted with blinding rays of sun beaming through...something similar happened to me. It's like I was given a huge gift for managing to get to this fork and having fought so hard to get there. I was given...Me.
All of the sudden I felt things I had never ever felt before in my life.
These feelings included self worth, self acceptance, compassion, will to live and a SUPER high desire to be GREAT from that point on.
And while my growth has been very slow, I have gained a HUGE amount of footage and make breakthroughs that have left those who knew me before speechless in awe.
And I have promised myself to be true to myself and to do whatever it takes to prove primarily to myself, that there is nothing that I can not do if I put my mind to it.
The story of "Homeless to Harvard" was such an inspiration to me. I plan on making just as much of an impact and sharing my story with others who maybe can be inspired by it.

Thank you nakedlunchagain for the dose of confidence!

Hugs to all and remember play safe and play longer!
Miss Char